Baby Hungry!

OK so we've been married for 8 wonderfully wonderful months and I've never been happier. Things are tough though; I'm searching for work, trying to fight my inner laziness and clean our apartment, and trying to learn how to actually cook things that are edible. Ugh my work search has been a nightmare, This is the first time since I was a freshman in High School (Go Tigers!) that I haven't had a job. It's so weird. I thought I would enjoy the free time, but OMGOSH... I hate not having a job, I need need need to have something to do daily, and our need for a second source of income is growing. ugh. Oh and the whole cleaning thing, boo. Cleaning itself isn't the problem for me, its the getting started that I dread. But if it doesn't get done, I start to get stressed until its done. Then there's cooking, I've taken some basic cooking classes but the lack of resources at our apartment makes it a bit difficult, and we're trying to be especially thrifty since I not working which makes it even more difficult to experiment with new recipes.

So ya, things are good but tough, and to make matters more... interesting... I am baby hungry to the extreme! It doesn't help that our ward is a newly wed ward with so many babies they're everywhere! My sacrament meeting consists of me scoping out the babies and wishing i had one too, :( Oh and if that wasn't enough of a temptation, Joseph and I are Nursery workers! Oh and I'm also addicted to the shows on TV like Teen mom, and 16 and pregnant. So ya, I'm not just baby hungry, I'm baby STARVING!

So the solution to this dilemma seems simple, have a baby! oh how i wish it was that easy! lol OK so no matter where I am in life, that decision will never be that easy, and for good reason. Bringing a baby into this world is a huge deal and Joseph and I want to do everything we possible can to be ready and stable.  We also understand that there is only a certain level of preparedness that we can get to and that things never seem to go as planned. But we have decided that we need to have some money saved up and a budget planned before we should try to have children. So the sooner i find work, the sooner my mommy's and daddy's (real and In-Laws) can be grandparents! So I'll just have to keep searching diligently for the right job, but until then, I guess I'll just have to keep being BABY HUNGRY